Head and Heart

•07/20/2015 • Leave a Comment

I recently had a conversation with my counselor during which he told me that I was obviously a deep thinker. Having spent several months examining myself, I have come to the conclusion, that what ever I maybe I only hope that in the end of this life, I will be remembered as a deep feeler instead of a deep thinker. I want to feel you not, understand you. Both though would be lovely.

A Picture worth 1000 words

•06/29/2015 • Leave a Comment

Was asked recently, What is your belief system? After some thought as to not be an ass, I said that I didn’t have one. They looked at me as if I was a fresh piece of meat. To explain.

Consider with me if you would for just a second. The Children of Israel don’t have a belief system They didn’t have a choice about being the Children of Israel, They are born Jews. They simply live doing what they read and pass down for generations and doing what it says.

It’s not any different for so-called born again Christians. If they are born again, or adopted in to the family of Abraham by the blood. They are Children of Israel and don’t have a belief system either. Or at least they aren’t supposed to. The belief system of most is Idol worship and bears no truth, we are to read share and pass down our deliverance from Pharaohs captivity just like the Old Testament in Egypt.

We are born into this life, unlike Israel we had a choice. It is there that belief ends and knowledge begins. I don’t believe anything. I know because I am born in to the family of God not by attaining but by loving and living each day with the experiential knowledge of my relationship with my God and his people.


•06/14/2015 • Leave a Comment

I hear a babbling brook as it ambles through the meadow.

Spewing forth it sloshes and drops as words upon the rocks and shore.

Declaring what a great river it is yet,  Still you are a babbling brook.

It is true that one day you will travel far enough to eventually mingle with a great river.

But in the end you will disappear into a great Ocean and become so absorbed by it,

That you will only be a part of something much bigger than the babbling brook.

Spew on little one while you can.

If I only could have told you.

•06/06/2015 • Leave a Comment

Listen, you won’t understand what they are doing in boot camp, when done though you will be a Marine. Having graduated you will have earned that title. Little do you know what that means. After infantry training and aviation school will be helicopter school and again you’ll have no idea what is coming your way.

A short break and your first unit, you will be all dialed in and become a crew chief; now you have your own bird.

They pack your unit up and load all of it with you onboard a navy ship, yours is the USS Ogden.

The trip wasn’t bad, but next you put into Okinawa for a bit of last-minute liberty. Then off again to the position just off Phu-Bi, Viet Nam.

You will spend the entire night on deck watching mortar and rocket fire with the occasional small arms shoot out. It is going to be eerie and you will be unsettled and maybe fearful. Struggling through the night there will be an awareness and a decision will be made to face the fact that you will in fact die here. There and then you will embrace death and in fact something will die in you, but now you find yourself settled and ready to go do your job. You are a Marine Crew Chief on a CH-53D Helicopter. Let the games begin.

The missions start almost as soon as you hit the beach. Taking fire is a normal experience. You won’t allow your thoughts to swerve, even a little, since there is too much going on and you don’t have room or time for self-indulgence.

You have a good crew manning the door guns and the pilots have spent a good bit of time with training for this mission. BUT, nothing could have prepared you for this. It would be overwhelming if it wasn’t for you’re embracing death. Life will never be the same.

Don’t get too close to anyone, they will be gone tomorrow and you don’t have time for grief.

Let your little boy go now, and only remember your training.

You will not be able to deal with the horrors of what war does, there is no way to turn it off.

If you survive, don’t forget to give your little boy permission to go home with you. If you don’t, it will take you most of your life to allow him to be part of your life again.

In all your efforts to avoid being close to others, you will find some that just are close anyway. When you lose them it will be forever etched in your soul.

Fear is always present, strangely not for yourself, but  for the innocent people caught in the middle. Children, elders, strangers and their dogs.

It’s okay, you didn’t cause this. None of this is your fault.

You will spend the rest of your life looking for understanding, but to no avail, unless you happen to stumble upon other Veterans.

If  either you or the others aren’t hiding inside yourselves, then you can be of help and find a little comfort in the fact that it wasn’t only you.

When everything shakes down as you’re rapidly approaching the end of your earthly life, all that is bottled up inside you will have become your friend and companion.

You will look forward to the day when you stand on the deck of the ship of time and look longingly at your new home.


William N McKennon

June 6th, 2015



New Creation

•04/20/2015 • Leave a Comment

It would seem very natural, that if at any point in our life we experience a transformation. It will take some time for our nature to change, and a lot more to mature, to the place that we live unconsciously in our new nature. I would liken this to an evolution of natural growth, to the extent we become new. As if a seed is planted within, then with time it becomes all consuming.


•03/28/2015 • Leave a Comment

It is interesting that in the walk of life we seem to think we need to push things to make it better. We push our spouse to be the perfect companion and to achieve his highest good. We push our children it seems from a very early age to be all they can be just keep on pushing up the ladder of education, next success, then who knows what. We get on the Freeway and push the person in front of us to gain a second and we are being pushed at the same time. Usually there is nowhere to go and if your patient you will see all of them down the road at the accident caused by a pusher, who forgot to push the brakes.

From my stand point, if you are pushing for anything, you are never going to learn to FOLLOW!


•03/07/2015 • Leave a Comment

It is becoming obvious to me that most people in religious circles today, don’t understand the concept of philosophy has nothing to do with relationship. Know this, that all Religions are a philosophy. A relationship is built over time and very personal.

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